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An overcast

2012-02-22T01:01:00.001-08:00

4:43pm Wednesday
22nd February 2012

The sky is an overcast gray as I peer out my window. Got woken up from sleep by a funny watsapp message. It's a good way to start the day.. or night? :D

Now listening to Jason Mraz's "I won't give up" on 95fm. Somehow it seems.. Today's pleasant.. Lol!

I read a couple of articles last night while trying to keep my brain from turning to mush. Interesting stuff about positivity. And you know what are some of the things that are similiar with other articles I've read? "Set Goals, start with small Goals".. "Hang around with motivators", not people who make you feel worse.. Interesting isn't it? Different approaches to a similar subject. Yet, they turn out not to be so different after all.

Yes, I'm recovering from the whole jing-bang-sh*t of the last 2 months. It's a roller coaster ride on some days and smooth sailing on others. Slowly but surely, I'll get through this. I'll re-discover the passions I'd meant to pursue in those bygone years. I may have discarded those years, but I'm not ready to give in the rest of my life to the hopelessness. So here's to life, here's to me!

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When times are good and bad

2012-02-20T23:09:00.001-08:00

3:00pm Tuesday
21st February 2012

I had a good dinner, or should I call it supper, last night. Met up with JY to chat and discuss some stuff over Taiwanese food. Yum yum.. Not bad.. Why do they like pork floss so much? Shrimp fried rice with pork floss. Sweet and salty.. Kind of an acquired taste. LOL.. Then there's also the battered brinjal with Pork Floss.. Hmmmmm..

Was clearing my email inbox with a staggering 1100+ messages. Yes, I think I haven't cleared it for a year? Geez.. It's eye-opening to know that I had forsaken a lotttttttttttt of stuff over the past couple of years. I don't know if I should mourn for the lost time and lost emotions or to be glad that I am actually doing something about it now.

While clearing my messages, I saw the email that PP sent. I steeled myself for the emotions that would follow. Yes, they came. And yes, I managed to read the whole letter without falling apart. Well, what can I say? Whoever the person was in that letter, didn't seem to be the person who seemed eager for me to be out of her life. Ironic.. I don't know which to believe.

Either people change over the years, or do they actually stay the same but pretend to be something else, in order to fit into the current circumstances? Questions, questions..

I don't want to spend too much time on that now. A million and one things that I can do with my time. The beauty of technology is that I can open several tabs on IE and bounce around the topics I'm searching for. LOL..

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2012-02-20T03:50:00.000-08:00

7:49pm Monday
20th February 2012

Ok, I was wrong about the movie part. Nothing has caught my eye in the list of movies. :( Oh well, a good dinner will suffice.

:)

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Kick start to the New Year?

2012-02-20T03:39:00.000-08:00

7:32pm Monday
20th February 2012

You know the funny thing is, I was so tempted to start blogging with an angry post. When I think about it, I realised that I don't want to start this blog with horrible feelings. :)

The surprising thing about today? I got home pretty late in the morning. Was supposed to have a team dinner but I overslept (gasp!) and later found out that the dinner was cancelled anyway. 2 of my team members got called-in, just like I was, yesterday. (There I said it, I was called-in yesterday). Lol!

When I woke up at 5:45pm, I was rolling around in bed assuming that it was only 3pm in the afternoon. Imagine the jump start I had when I turned and saw my clock. Oh well, for a moment I was wondering if I should head to DK's. Then I realised that I've not had the luxury of spending FREE time as I wished, for the last 2 months.

Having said that, I am now having my sloth day on a rainy Monday evening. How good is that? I'm contemplating a good movie and a good meal accompanied by a good walk. Let's go Public! (or rather, legs) So many good stuffs. It's a good night. :)

Laundry done, bills done. I'm happy. :)

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